A Change Of Country, A Change Of Life
I've now been back at home longer than
I was away. For the most part I've been very happy ever since
returning to Australia and I haven't devoted much thought or time to
remembering my five months in India. But looking back on photos I
start to miss my Indian home: the people, the places, the food, the
adventure. India was by no means an easy place to live, how could it
be with over a billion people crammed in like sardines? But it was
the story of a lifetime.
I signed up to Lattitude Global
Volunteering halfway through Year 12 when exams had my nerves
stretched to breaking point. Sitting at my computer day after day I
would dream about the adventure that awaited me if I just got myself
through my final year of school.
It seemed to take forever, but
eventually the day dawned when it was time to leave. My mum and dad
kissed me goodbye and before I knew it I was on my own, heading off
to one of the poorest, craziest countries in the world. I began to
wonder what I'd let myself in for.
When people ask me, “how was India?”
I find it very difficult to answer. Everything that could be said
about India, the opposite is also true. My trip was both wonderful,
and horrible. There were times I laughed so hard I couldn't breathe
and there were times I wanted to curl up in a ball and know it was
over. It is a country of contrasts. You can walk down the street and
see a man as fat as a walrus walking past a man whose body is wasting
away to nothing.
I taught English at a middle class
school called Olympus High. Every afternoon I would also go and help
out at a slum school a few kilometres down the road and these kids
had nothing but the borrowed uniforms on their back. In contrast to
the kids at Olympus they were skinnier, less confident, and their
school books were carried in plastic bags. But their enthusiasm to
learn was unparalleled. Though their English was much poorer they
were the best students I have seen in any school anywhere in the
world. I taught them songs, showed them videos of Australia and its
wildlife and every afternoon as I left the little room where I taught
them I felt a warmth inside me and a sense of pride for what I was
doing. To know that I was helping these kids get an education and
make something of themselves was an indescribable feeling. Its the
most rewarding thing I've ever done.
As the months rolled by I grew to love
and hate India almost equally. The pollution was almost unbearable.
It clung to my skin, made my eyes yellow, my snot black and my hair
fall out. Hygiene was basic and I found the reactions of my friends
and family back home funny when I told them I used squat toilets and
washed out of a bucket of cold water. There was no water for washing
hands, mosquitoes woke me up almost every night, and sometimes it was
even too hot to sleep. It was these times I knew I was a long way
from home, but I always felt grateful for the experience. To
experience life in a much less privileged place, where people never
complained about their situation left me feeling quite humbled.
I slept in a dormitory with twelve of
the boarding children at Olympus High. We woke at six o'clock every
morning (except Sundays), got ready for school, had a breakfast of
chai and rusk (a sort of bread), attended/taught classes, ate lunch,
and finished school for the day. After school the children had sports
activities and they spent their evenings studying, only stopping for
dinner. The dedication the Indian children showed to their school
work would put Aussie kids to shame. Eight and nine year olds spent
four to five hours a day doing after-school work. I truly came to
love these kids and the staff who ran the dormitory. They are the
best of India and what I miss the most.
I can remember wanting to cry when I
saw the yellow sands of Australia from my seat on the plane. My
country was so pristine and clean. Driving home was surreal. There
were no people walking beside the road, no three-wheeled rickshaws or
constant beeping horns, no rubbish, and no crazy drivers. The moon
was white, not the hazy yellow I had become accustomed to seeing
through the smog. I now know how lucky I am to live where I do.
I wish everyone could have as
eye-opening experience as I did. It changed my perspective on life
forever and gave me an appreciation I never had before. I grew up in
India; I left still a child and came back an adult. In India I
discovered how strong I really am, what I am capable of and what the
world has to offer. Looking back at photos of my time there, it was
the most rewarding thing I've ever done and it has helped make me who
I am today.
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